Friday, May 22, 2009
it's been awhile since i posted abt my life. ok let's c. lately i can't remember anythin tat i did the previous day coz i've been so freakin tired and sleepy. but i know tat i've beengoing to the playground often. meetin fuzz and imran sometimes. mostly imran everyday. i think...anyway. today was TKGS INTERACT CLUB INSTALLATION! it's like a formal event where we host interactors from other schools, rotarians(the ppl in charge of interact clubs in singapore), the principal and the vice-principals. the event is about 'installing' or rather welcoming the new interact club committee and the passing over of positions from the outgoing committee to the incoming committee. and so there were a few speeches-_-' so sian i tell u. so boring lah. but luckily there was an informal part! wooh! and we put up performances! the sec 1 interactors did a dance, sec 2s did a song, 3/4 of sec 3s did some korean dance thing=.= they're like hard core korean fans...right..but me, kimbo and ammy did a hip hop dance! and it rocked! haaha. but seriously, i think our dance was nice. got a LOT of energy cause got pumping, a little of krumping and popping. so yeah. NICE=) then i borrowed imran's hoodie! it was like so comfortable. very nice. some more it's blue colour!!! i like=>so i'm considerin whether to buy one for myself. so yeah. my father's on flight now, coz he works in SIA, and my mum's on a business trip . so we hav FREEDOM the whole weekend! yah!!!!!! hah. let's go crazy. juz came back a while ago. so tired. and there's still the stupid eng project. oh right! i forgot. i got back some MYE papers. i had an A1 for eng!!!!! yah! then a C6 for chinese. at least i passed. and 41/100 for amath. retarded. stupid. i mean the paper. haha. like so many ppl failed. teacher go set so hard for wat. haiz. ok i shall try to post more often.
goodbyes
Labels: after defeat comes triumph
8:43 PM
Monday, May 18, 2009
omg
i feel very weird now
and i hav no idea why
and i don't like this 'empty' feeling
haiz.....
wish i knew wat was causin this
then i can solve this problem
and get back to normal
and ACT normal
and FEEL normal
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bye.
Labels: a soul spinning on an axis
10:42 PM
Saturday, May 16, 2009
stupid elearnin
failed my math online test
even though it's not counted it still sux
didn't do my amath test coz it wasn't there
so i didn't even get to open the damn test
but i can't blame anyone but myself can i
f*ck all of this
it has a percentage of my next term's CA marks too
great.
essential marks lost
for nothin
i feel so
ugh..
wtv
today kimbo came over for dance practice
at least there was some joy in my day
had fun crappin around with her and ammy
haha so funny lah
but coz of the amath test
my mood's like shit
feel like cryin
as if i would
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goodbye
Labels: screw this
12:41 AM
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
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♥♥♥
A blind girl hated herself because she was blind.
She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend.
He was always there for her.
She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I would marry
you.'
One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When
the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her
boyfriend.
He asked her, 'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?'
The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind..
The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her.
She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her
life led her to refuse to marry him.
Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying:
'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, before they were yours, they were
mine. '
This is how the human brain often works when our 'status changes'.
Only a very few remember what life was like before and who was always by
their side in the most painful situations.
Life Is a Gift
Today before you say an unkind word -Think of someone who can't speak.
Before you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone who
has nothing to eat.
Before you complain about your husband or wife - Think of someone who's
crying out for a companion.
Today before you complain about life -
Think of someone who went too early to heaven.
Before you argue about your dirty house that someone didn't clean or
sweep -Think of the people who are living in the streets.
Before whining about the distance you drive - Think of someone who must
walk the same distance.
And when you are tired and complain about your job - Think of the
unemployed, the disabled, and those who wish they had your job.
Before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another - Remember
that not one of us is without error.
And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down - Put a smile on your
face and thank God you're alive and still around.
NOW, THAT YOU'VE READ THIS, SEND IT TO THE PEOPLE YOU CARE
ABOUT & LOVE!!!
♥♥♥
"Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass... It's about learning to dance in the rain.'
omg. after reading this forwaded email from my dad, i was like so sad=( tat gal is so stupid lah. really touching and meaningful email so i decided to post it up. to let ppl c the true meaning of life. to tell them tat instead of thinking tat their lives are the worst on earth, know and understand tat their lives are just beginning.
Labels: Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass... It's about learning to dance in the rain
11:19 PM
Friday, May 8, 2009
hello
i'm so damn tired lah. been "mugging" these few days for the exams. haha. or at least i was TRYING! on wed had a math and bio. omg i like didn't sleep on tue night can. but maybe i did... for less than half an hour! so f*ckin tired. dragged my sorry ass to school and failed my a math. congratz samantha. then bio was i dunno. better? but still bad. lol. then on wed had chem and geog. again sleep for such a short time. i took a nap for abt 2hrs on tue evening, after comin back from icc(haha. i'm SO irresponsible. i told i was TRYIN to study. but in the end didn't really), then after my nap i was so tired i couldn't concentrate. so i tried studyin at 10pm. was just so groggy and drowsy...couldn't study. started readin chem at 11+. was smsin vic. haha. the last 2 nights i've been smsin her cause she also stay up late. then kept on falling alseep so couldn't absorb anythin. started on geog at 4am. couldn't study so i was scared as hell for it. i totally knew NOTHIN ok..so i like didn't do 20+ marks out of 50+ marks-.-' so dead. but a math was still worse. imagine tat. chem was like same as bio...luckily today was lit and only had to come to school at 11am! wooh! but i actually also nvr study..i only read...erm let's c. chp 1,2 and 11=)wth. luckily the questions were stuff tat i kinda knew a bit. but still didn't finish the paper. wat's new?
ookies. now for the parts in the wk when i had a life=)
i dun think i did anythin on mon. tue went icc with ammy, fuzzy and immie. so damn fun!!!!!!!! laughed a hell lot until i cried. shouted until i think my voice-box spoil. had so much fun i think my brain juz went crazy. lol. immie SO entertainin can. cracked so much jokes and did retardedly funny stuff. we juz like laughed at stupid things lah. then wed went to orchard to change manda's wound dressing. i swear i'm so tired of goin to orchard. i think we went there 3 times the past 2 wks. then manda and me keep checkin out the same guys. roflm. it's like both of us will c this guy, then i will already be lookin at manda cause i know she's gonna turn around and look at me, so she'll turn and say "hey sammy!" or "hey! hey!" then i'll be like noddin my head and givin her tat look and sayin "yes amanda. i know." then she'll start giggling and we'll laugh. so retarded. i think she's like my "drug". not in tat couple kinda way when a gf and bf are each others' drugs-.-' like she can get me so hyper then sometimes she can kill me...anywayz. it was fun=] and i luv her more than myself!!! haah. then today went to airport T3 with ammy and fai. but b4 tat went pp with them+amira, ten and fuzzy for dunno wat...-_-"' saw so damn many TKGians there. saw vic they all then some other random ppl and cliques...pp was so green ok. then took 32 to kembangan mrt. met immie then i had very very bad stomach ache which i still hav now. i think it was coz of the 3 subway cookies. mainly the 2 white macademia chocalate chip cookies. it tasted weird and "unbaked". felt like pukin after tat and throughout the lit exam. so at the mrt went toilet. then come out, talk with the awesome ppl there. then i was like so weak. so tired and coz of my tummy ache. so. amira was supposed to come with us but then her blisters on her feet were very painful s she couldn't. hope u're ok now=) immie and fuzz went off. so me, ammy and fai went to T3! so fun. ate at popeye's. food was ok lah coz my stomach wasn't feelin too gd. then talked alot. fai is very nice and fun!!! luv her<3 =) talk and talk. laugh and laugh. walk around and sat at the viewing mall. i wonder why it's called the VIEWING MALL. i was sayin "why's it called a mall? they shop for planes there ah?" correct wat right? malls are to buy stuff. but i obviously said it sarcastically. not because i'm stupid. cause i'm NOT. yeah. then went to the playground juz now. then play and talk with the small kids. ny the way, i go there to take care of my younger bro. it's not coz i'm immature. then anyway. they bully us=( keep throwing bomb bags at us. then chase us all around. mainly me coz they say dun disturb manda coz she injured...then yeah. and they're p4 and younger. wth. but yeah. they are fun. when i was p3 to p5 like tat, we always play with them=) haha. ok so MAYBE i am immature. but i like to play! haahs. was missing the past when we could play so carefree-like. haiz. then met one of the kids' mother whom we know and talk to. she's a pre-school teacher. then like nvr talk for so long. haha. so we caught up with each other and she told us abt her other son, dharmenhr, and other stuff. haiz. it's so nice to relieve the past. last time in pri school we would go to the playground and meet imran and dharmenhr and talk from like 6-8pm. then talk to the maids and some parents. miss those times so damn much=( i so wanna cry. but the present's awesome too. but...i juz really really miss the past.
so my next and last exam paper is on tue. e math. gonna fail. but i hav no school next wk except tue! wooh! so happy. finally can sleep man. ok.
goodbye.
Labels: fun times
8:10 PM
Sunday, May 3, 2009
first and foremost, my mum's boss' mother-in-law just passed away due to cancer and i would like to dedicate this post to offer my deepest condolences to the family. the lady that passed away was also jian an's(a childhood fren of mine and amanda) grandmother. it's so sad. just in a flash a life could be lost. so i would like anyone that reads this post to pls pray that her soul will rest in peace and that god will take her to heaven. thank you.
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omg! my exams start on wednesday and i haven't even studied...gosh. so gonna fail. oh yeah, juz now in the car, my mum, manda and me saw this aneroxic lady! omg she was so skinny! as in seriously, we could only see bones and skin! so scary ok. she is the first serious case of aneroxia i've seen in my life...
i shall try to go and study now.
bye
Labels: life is fragile
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