Thursday, April 30, 2009
omg
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i'm posting twice in a day
i'm either very
1) bored
2) free
3) troubled
i'll say all 3
haiz...i'm so confused. wat am i supposed to do? do i be angry? sad? understanding? or just treat it tat nothin happened. *sighs*
maybe i should go pluck flower petals to help me decide. lol
anywayz. after school had dance practice for somethin with manda, kimbo and siti. then manda had to leave to meet fuzzy for something 'secret'...watever. then ate lunch with kimbo at magic wok. haha. kimbo is one crazy girl. met immie there cause manda and fuzz told immie to 'watch' me and 'take care of me' -_-'right.....but thx anywayz! it was fun talkin to u=)so sweet to keep me company when u were already so tired. thank you<3 then waited for manda. there was a lot of hassle. fuzzy and manda kept on changing their minds and i had to travel from place to place. was tired and sweaty like shit cause my bag weighed a ton and the weather was sucky.
MYE are comin. i haven't studied. never even touched a single book. i'm screwed. so yeah.
i'm lazy to post anythin else
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Goodbye
Labels: i need answers
9:31 PM
sometimes i feel like i'm redundant
sometimes i feel like you're enough in this world
sometimes i feel like without me, everything will still be normal
i dun even want to know the 'secret' anymore. truthfully speaking, in the beginning, i was juz curious but now i'm not. i've found out what i actaully wanted to know. i know now what i need to know.
and
the
truth
really
sucks
Labels: i think i need to go into a coma to relax
2:32 PM
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
helloz
*sigh* so many things hav been happening lately. ok first of.
MONDAY: went with manda to the doctor to cut off the part of her in-grown nail. she had 3 injections on her TOE. she was like crying cause it was very painful. and i was so sad seeing her cry and i couldn't do anything. haiz. then they went on to cuttin the nail. it wasn't pain cause her whole toe was numb. so there was scissors, blood and a big piece of nail. go fix the pieces together=)haha. then manda made a last minute decision. the very bad in-grown nail was on the left side of her left foot's big toe. but then tat nail's right side had a small in-grown nail so she was afraid tat she would hav to do this process all over again. so she decided to cut it off too. so they gave her aother jab but it wasn't so painful this time. but when they injected, the left side, tat was already cut, was like bleeding. a lot. i didn't let manda see cause i thought she would faint. my mum didn't want to see either. but i was like staring at her foot the whole time...hehe. interesting wat. anyway so they cut it off and now her nail only has the middle section left, which is only 1/3 of her actual nail size. kinda gross. TUESDAY: went to icc with ammy, fuzzy, fai and vic. talked a damn lot.. had SUCH AN AWESOME TIME!!! haha. and was 'enlightened' by our conversation. then rachel and paige came later. talk some more. then went home. TODAY: went to the doctor again to change the dressing of manda's wound. my mum didn't follow this time. so only me and manda. when they took out the dressin the nail looked gross. had a lot of blood on the bandage and pus and a bit of blood on her toe. i could see her fleshX0 anyways. then met fuzzy and immie at the playground juz now. talked. laughed. had fun. yeah.
srry for being kinda dead and stuff today. some of u saw. thankfully not many. i'm fine amira, i'm not sick or anythin but thx for ur concern. and dun worry fuzz, i'm not sad.-_-' juz need time out sometimes. then at tat time i'll be like in my own world, staring into space, looking but not seeing anythin and so on. haha. i juz need to..'sort' some things out. haiz. haha i'm soundin so emo. (but i'm NOT)
life is like a test
many obstacles will you face
but when you overcome them
then will you find your rightful place
---peace out---
Labels: i need some painkillers
8:05 PM
Friday, April 24, 2009
woots! today was aewsome! went out with ammy, fuzzy, immie, and amira. went to plaza sing. to watch fast and furious 4. quite nice. i luv to watch them race! so damn cool!! and their rides are so rad also!!! wish i could drive like tat...anywayz. before tat ate at swensens. thank god we had to rush for the movie after tat. cause i'm not sure if amira, fuzzy and immie were planing to buy a cake. and i was afraid they would smash us with cake. lucky nvr, if not then...well let's just not go there. heh. lol. i got this thing below from my fren's blog. did it for fun coz now i'm so bored and alone...
A : You like to drink.
B : You like people.
C : You are really silly.
D : One in a million.
E : Unbelievably great in bed.
F : You are dead sexy.
G : You never let people tell you what to do.
H : You are Quirky.
I : Great In Bed.
J : People Adore you
K : You're wild and crazy.
L : Unbelievably great in bed.
M : Best kisser ever.
N : You like to drink.
O : Awesome kisser.
P : You are popular with all types of people.
Q : You are a hypocrite.
R: Unbelievably great in bed.
S : Easy to fall in love with.
T : You're loyal to those you love.
U : You really like to chill.
V : You are not judgemental.
W : You are very broad minded.
X : You never let people tell you what to do.
Y : Best boy/girlfriend any one can ask for.
Z : You really like to chill.
S: Easy to fall in love with. (haha. i hope so.)
A: You like to drink. (absolutely!)
M: Best kisser ever. (erm....-_-')
A: You like to drink. (absolutely!!)
N: You like to drink. (ABSOLUTELY!!!)
T: You're loyal to those you love. (i'll swear on that)
H: You are Quirky. (i suppose.)
A: You like to drink. (omg! enough of this question already...)
G: You never let people tell you what to do. (positive.)
O: Awesome kisser. (ERM.....-_-')
H: You are Quirky. (i suppose.)
Labels: why won't time stand still
11:13 PM
Thursday, April 23, 2009
HaPpY BdAy AmMy!!! haha. i was the first to wish her last night. my dad was the first to wish me. and manda only wished me when i told her to. wat a sad life i hav. i need to ask my twin to wish me then she will. i was so very sad. haiz. but 2day rocked like hell lah!
THANK YOU PPL FOR YA WISHES, PREZZIES, HUGS AND FOR SINGING US BDAY SONG! SO SWEET. 3E2 IS THE LUV<3
anywayz, went to kallang leisure park with ammy, fuzz, immie, duan yi, esther, ernie & brenda. sooo damn awesome!!! ate kfc then went bowling! nvr bowl for like ages...only me, ammy, fuzz and immie played. and i got 3rd place... immie got first, obviously, then ammy then me then fuzzy. don't play play ok. behind manda's innocent exterior actually lies a pro. haha. then at night, went to eat at a restaurant called "the ship". the food not bad but i've eaten there a few times. it sells like steak and stuff and oysters and so on. i'm so stuffed. tomorrow going out again!!! with our clique. cannot wait!
my prettey bday cake


me and my beloved ammy<3

Labels: memories that last a lifetime
10:55 PM
Sunday, April 19, 2009
haha. just now i was upstairs in my room with manda. then when i wanted to leave manda keep on sayin "sammy.sammy.sammy." over and over again like a baby. then when i went out of the room i didn't want to close the door then manda was like "close it or i'll step on your bed." then i was like "step lor. then i'll throw ur bag out the window." lolz. very retarded but it's coz lame and retarded jokes and things that happen between us makes us laugh like shit. anwayz. on friday went out to tampines with ammy, ten, fuzzy, amira, victoria and met esther there. we walked around the new shopping mall 'tampines one'. i think it's more for shoppers coz there are just so many clothes shop. then went tampines mall for lunch. ate at macs. saw yin hui and her fren there. then we dirtied fuzzy with cake. ppl were like starin but who cares. coz we don't. then esther they all go and hide fuzzy's special jacket. but i wasn't a part of it. i just didn't tell her where it was. they were like passing it to each other bags secretly. then fuzzy keep on suspecting ten had it and checked her bag dunno how many times. she checked mine the first. she so suddenly open my bag. so scary. dun mess arnd with fuzzy's important itmes. hahaha. then when we went home, me, manda, my younger bro, tanya, fuzzy, her sis and cousin went to the playground near my house. so fun. me and manda were like playin with the younger kids that we never talked to in ages. so fun. i haven't stepped on that playground for like 3yrs. sad. then met petrina there. my primary school fren who stays near me. so fated lah. then tanya, fuzzy's sis and cousin had to go. then imran came later on. so the four of us, me, ammy, fuzz and immie sat on the playground and talked and talked. so damn fun. like the old times when me, manda, imran and another neighbourhood fren sat at the exact same place and talked for hrs. but tat was like in pri 5 and 6. i miss those times so badly. then the next day went out to tampines again to celebrate fuzzy's bday wih her other feens and imran. it was reeaallyy fun. there was me, ammy, fuzz, imran, novia, syuhaidah, hengky, france, try and anthony. the guys left afer eatin lunch at pizza hut(fuzz's treat!) so the GALS went out to play. mainly fuzz and novia went to shop. manda and me went to diva to get something for fuzz. then we saw this couples' necklace. one was a key and the other was a heart that said something like " he who holds the key, can unlock my heart." then the key can fit into the heart but it's not magnetic or anythin so it doesn't stay. novia had to go and tanya came later on and the 6 of us went to watch 17 AGAIN!!! so damn nice! especially the part where zac efron was reading something to has almost divorced wife in the court. he was pretending to read from a piece of paper but me and syuhaidah knew it was empty. but tat part was so sweet. and fuzzy! juz becuz i dun cry doesn't mean i'm insensitive.hahaha take tat poem i gave u for exampe. u said u wanted to cry so i can write sensitive things. but still. fuzzy's a broken tap. one drop leaks and she's spraying water like a hose from a fire hydrant. haha. manda's not so bad. she leaks like a broken pipe. lolz. then met imran and walked around. he and fuzzy are sooooooo sweet together. they make a gd couple to coz they both shop. hah. anywayz, yesterday was juz the awesomest day ever. and we really needed it coz school juz sux. the lessons. not the ppl. duan yi is so sweet i tell u. she so nice draw my name for me. it might be lame to some ppl but not to me. it's so sweet of her. i wish i can go out more often! haiz. omg i hav to go study and do hw still! peace out.
Labels: i'm on cloud nine
5:24 PM
Thursday, April 16, 2009
i'm getting lazy to blog abt stuff...anywayz. fuzzy's bday is in like 1hr!!! HAPPY B'DAY FUZZY<3 HAPPY B'DAY FUZZY<3 HAPPY B'DAY FUZZY<3 HAPPY B'DAY FUZZY<3 HAPPY B'DAY FUZZY<3 HAPPY B'DAY FUZZY<3 HAPPY B'DAY FUZZY<3 HAPPY B'DAY FUZZY<3 HAPPY B'DAY FUZZY<3 HAPPY B'DAY FUZZY<3 HAPPY B'DAY FUZZY<3 HAPPY B'DAY FUZZY<3 HAPPY B'DAY FUZZY<3 HAPPY B'DAY FUZZY<3 HAPPY B'DAY FUZZY<3 haha. she's totally the awesomest drama princess EVER! so sad couldn't watch their syf today. sigh. and she said it was off the hook. and i haven't even studied for my lit test tomorrow. i'm totally lost in all my subjects coz i'm always either sleeping, playing or talking. haha. i'm so screwed for MYE. so the past wk has been so-so. but i really want ppl to stop being hypocritical. i luv the ppl, but not their attitudes. sighs. wat a dilema. today was a blast. went to icc then to some siglap park with ammy and fuzzy. sat at the playground for like an hour or less or more. i dunno coz i wasn't keeping track of the time. it's when i'm with them and wen we're juz talkin tat i feel so destressed. like there wasn't a care in the world. oh yeah. then there were a lot of kids playing there. toddlers actually. and how we all wished we could turn back the clock to the fun and stress-free lives. haiz. but then there were these 2 chi toddlers. i think they were twin girls. SO CUTE!!! haha. and they kept on looking at us and came and 'disturb' us. then one of them keep on purposely 'dropping' her cap coz she wanted me to pick it up i think. later i found out it was actually her twin's cap. ahahahha. i guess she thought i was playing with her. well i'll count it as half playing coz i was talking to fuzzy and ammy at the same time. the twins r so cute. they kept on laughing when we look at them. i wish i could play all my life. yeah right, like tat's ever gonna happen.
Labels: just another day in paradise
10:52 PM
Thursday, April 9, 2009
hahaahahah. oh man. when i read this on fuzzy's blog i was like "......." it was so retarded. but on fuzzy's account, i'll do it. i hope you're happy fuzz. hahaha juz kiddin. you're still loved<3 anywayz. it goes like this.
Dear Beth,
I don't really know how to tell you this, I'm in love with your cat. I think I realized it when I tripped on peanut butter with George Bush and Stephen Harper and I saw you carve your initials into the Catholic Priest. I'm sure you're shamed enough to understand that your driving sucks. I'm returning your Hannah Montana underwear to you, but I'll keep your collection of butterflies as a memory. You should also know that I will not tell the authorites that you stole the whale from the backyard. and I’m off to lead a new life as a lemon.
Greetings to your frog Leonard
Samantha
Here's how you do it:
Dear (the last person you texted),
I don't really know how to tell you this,(1). I think I realized it (2)(3) and I saw you (4)(5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7).I'm returning your (8) to you, but I'll keep (9) as a memory.You should also know that I (10) and (11).
(12),
(Your Name)
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------1) What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - I'm in love with your cat
Red - Our affair is over
White - I’m joining the Convent
Black -Our romance is over
Green- Our socks don't match
Grey - You're a leprechaun
Yellow - I'm selling myself for candy
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - Purple hedgehogs want to destroy you
Other -I dislike your eyelashes
2) Which is your birth month?
January - That night you picked your nose
February -When I quoted Forrest Gump
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on peanut butter
May - When I threw up in your sock drawer
June - When you put cuffs on me
July – When I saw the purple monkey
August - When you smacked my ass
September - Last year when you peed your pants
October - When we skinny dipped in the bathtub
November - When your dog humped my leg
December - When I finally changed my underwear
3) Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - When we skinny dipped in the bathtub
Chicken- In your car
Pasta - Outside of your office
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad – As you were eating Kraft Dinner
Lasagna - In your closet
Kebab - With Jean Chrétien
Fish - In a clown suit
Sandwiches - At the Elton John concert
Pizza - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a street light
Others- With George Bush and Stephen Harper
4) What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Ignore
Red - Put whipped cream on
Black - Hit on
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - bit of
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the pants off of
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive over
5) What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My boyfriend
White - My father
Grey – The Catholic Priest
Brown – The Montreal Canadian’s goalie
Purple - My corned beef hash
Red – My knee caps
Blue - My salt-beef bucket
Yellow - My illegitimate child in Ghana
Orange - My Blink 182 cd
Pink – My ‘My Little Pony’ collection
Other -The elephant in the corner
6) What do you prefer to watch on TV?
One Tree Hill - Senile
Heroes- Frostbitten
Lost - High
Simpsons- Cowardly
The news - Scarred
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Open
Top Model - Bitchy
Others -shamed
7) Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful you are
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That I get turned on only by garbage men
Angry - That your smell makes me vomit
Depressed – That we’re related
Excited - That I may pee my pants
Nervous - The middle-east is planning their revenge on you
Worried - That your Ford sucks
Apathetic - That you need a sex-change
Silly - That I'm allergic to your earlobes
Cuddly - That Santa doesn't exist
Ashamed - That there is no solution to you being a dumb kid
Other - That your driving sucks
8) What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your toe ring
Yellow - Your love letters to me
Red - The pictures from Vegas
Black - Your pet rock
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - Your car
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your nose hair clippers
Grey - Our matching snoopy underwear
Purple - Your old New Kids on the Block blanket
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your Hannah Montana underwear
9) The first letter of your first name?
A/B - My virginity
C/D - Your photo with the moustache drawn on it
E/F - Your neighbors dog
G/H - The oil tank from your car
I/J - Your left ear
K/L - The results of that blood-sample
M/N - Your glass eye
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X – Your sucide note
Y/Z - Your credit cards
10) The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Love your sweet, sweet ass
C/D - Always will remember the pep talks
E/F -Never will forget that night
G/H – Will not tell the authorites that you stole the whale from the backyard.
I/J – Mocked you behind your back constantly
K/L - Hate your cooking
M/N - Told in my confession today about the moose poaching
O/P - Told my psychiatrist about the bruises
Q/R - Always wanted to break your legs
S/T - Get sick when I think of your feet
U/V - Will try to forget that you broke my heart
W/X - Haven’t showered in a month
Y/Z – am better off without you
11) What do you prefer to drink?
Wine- Our friendship is ruined
Soft drink – I’m off to lead a new life as a lemon
Soda – I will haunt you when I’m reincarnated as an Eskimo
Milk - The apartment building is on fire
Water – I'm scratching my butt as you read this
Cider– I have a passionate interest for mice
Juice – You ruined my attempts at another world war
Mineral/Vitamin water – You should get that embarrassing rash checked
Hot chocolate – Your Cucumber-fetishism is weird
Whiskey - I love Oprah Winfrey
Beer – Thanks for the Cocaine
Other – you should stop picking your nose
12) To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand – Warm tingly sensations
Australia - Best of luck on the sex change
France - Love always
Spain - With tears of sadness
China – You make me sick
Germany – Please don’t hurt me
Japan - Go milk a cow
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
USA - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt – Kiss my butt
England - Go drown yourself.
6:54 PM
Friday, April 3, 2009
omg...is all that can describe wat juz happened. it's the last period of the day. geography. teacher's real nice and funny=)sometimes. and she always makes sound effects when she talks. hahahaaz. then juz now, class was going to finish soon. she came to my table and asked, "samantha. what is your nametag doing with faustina?" i was like......shocked. how was i supposed to know that she would be so sharp as to notice it. cause fuzzy lost her nametag so i lent her my extra one. it's been fine for the whole wk. but of course somethin HAD to happen today. so i told her fuzz lost hers and she was like "still, you're not helping her. you're getting yourself and her into more trouble." (but throughout this unfair 'ordeal', she was talking to me very nicely. so tat accounts for some of the damage i suppose. haha) then fuzzy got, not 1, but 2 bookings. AND, this is the best part, me too! wth?! i was like dumbfounded. shocked. lost for words. it was as if she just suddenly dropped a bomb on me without my knowing. wat kind of logic is tat? i get booked TWICE for 'helping' a fren. i mean cut me some slack man. it's JUST a nametag. not like we switched identities. haiz. and my day was going so well...well, most of it.
Labels: this just sux
1:25 PM
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
HaPpY ApRiL FoOl's DaY!!!!! oh man today was fun. especially durin interact session when kimbo and siti kept on 'prankin' us. wahaahahahhahaahahahaha+_+
Labels: thanks for the laughter
9:23 PM